sad yet happy

Mediacopic ciao, promarker, staedtler pigment liner, staedtler triplus fineliner, PS for the transparency.


like the title said, sad yet happy that doesn't have that much with the pic to do, it has more with me to do >.> I've had an artblock for some months now (PLEASE don't argue about this, I hate when people tell me that I don't have an artblock because I still draw, artblocks are different from person to person) and now for the last days it's been worse then ever before, I've cried, been angry, tried to resist the urge to draw, but nothing has helped...
so I did something just to get to actually draw and finish something, once again I cried several times while trying to acutally get SOMETHING out on the paper :c it was hard, but it had to be done...

I think it's cute and I quite like it after all that trouble, it is a bit personal for me <: )